i came back to here ;)

Well ..

first thing : Always say Alhamdulillah ! …

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that’s all , i don’t have another things to talk about …

I’ve changed my minde 3:) ,  i have :

i feel baaaaaaad « awy » ! idk why ( i know bt idon’t wnt to say ) :’ (

my life is so ***** bad , and going Worst ..

day after day , i feel i’m a toy in the « guys » hands !

idk , i just feel like that ..

i feel like i’m reaaaaaaally stupid ! :’ (

as much as any one can say a goodword to make me happy , than desapeer syddenly :’ (

 

Full stop’s end !

When the Full stop was ended , i felt fresher , i felt Like i really mess who i left for about 4 days ( i couldn’t complete till the 5th) …

I really feel Fresh , i feel like there’s noone could make me feeling bad ! ..

What a PRETTY full stop !! ❤ ..

i think i have to Make every month a Full stop 😉

 

لَمَّا كُنْتْ صْغَيَّرَهْ

كنت بلبس مئزر اخويا الابيض ..

و اجيب السماعات اللي بيقيسوا بيهم ضغط الدم ، من عند ماما ..

و اجيب ورقه وقلم

و كرسي …

الِم كووووول العااابي …

والعب ، انا دكتوره 

اكتب لكل واحد وصفه طبيه ..

و اديلهم ميه ع اساس دوا …

بقعد العب والعب والعب ، صحيح حاجات تافهه

بس الوقت كان بيعدي بسرعه ..

كنت بفرح وبنشكح وانا بلعب ♥ …

وكبرت ، وبطلت احلم بالحاجه دي

لكن اسم : Doctor hadil

فضل ملزق فيا ، بدل م اكتب اسمي الكامل …

بقيت بكتب الاسم ده ..

والكل بيناديني دكتوره ..

مع اننا شلت من دماغي !

على ايه ولا ايه هبقى دكتوره …

منا مش هاخد علامه كويسه ، اصلا 7 سنين كتير ! هو انا هقضي عمري دراسه واخلص دراستي على 30 كده ؟؟ !!

بعدين اطلع وملاقيش شغل ، وادا لقيت ، يكون في الليل ؟؟؟!!

عذرا يعني ، بس انا مش قضيت 7 سنين ، عشان ابقى رقاصه في الليل !!!!!!

بعدين .. جراحة قلب !! ايه ده؟ من بين كووول الاختصاصات

ملقتش غير جراحة قلب ؟؟

لا وايه ؟! اتنيلت على عيني ، وكلمت اكسفورد !!

اها ، وقالولي بعد 4 سنوات !!

هو انا بضحك على مين ؟؟

من البلد دي مش هطلع … دنا لو رحت العاصمه ودرست هناك هبقى توب !!

الحظ العتر ملزق فيا لزق !!

قال دكتوره قال !!

اتلمي ي حجه …

By me – Arabic , HadiL dah .

Few words ..

Some times , you do something , and the others understand it in a wrong way …

Well, i know i said befor : don’t think about what they say to you ..

But i delete these words i said , you should care , or there will be a biiiiig Disaster than …

if you’re a girl don’t love a martyr( boy ) ,, and if you’re a boy don’t love a martyr( girl ) … the comunity will see always that you were in a relation ship with him/her ..

Don’t ever « design » his/her photos by photoshop , people understand it wrong ! ..

I mean , don’t do anything but : born , eat , sleep , grow (Physically) , die …

just by the way , suicide .. ok?!

suiciiiiiide .. there’s noting better !

État

Some wishes ;)

Well , every one has got some wishes .. ^_^

My first wish is : To be so soon a martyr ❤

If i didn’t became a martyr soon , I’ll surly wish : To get Allah and my Parents’s satisfaction 🙂

I wish i can get back the friends i lost 😦 …

i want also : to memorize the Holy Quran .. 😀

I really want to make Palestine Free ❤ ❤ ❤

I want to be a DOCTOR , and as what my Friend told me once :

 » be a doctor and give medication for FREE to poor people « 

and : To marry who deserve 😉 ( Not now )

and : i want my marriage to be So Islamic one , like not to wear a bad clothes , And sure : Women a side and men in another side …

and : To educate my kid a right islamic education 😀

i want as well to Go to Mecca with my deserve & our kids 😉 ❤

I don’t remember now , i think that’s All .. 😀

Full Stop ..

– Some times you have to make in your life a  » full stop  » To have some Rest , when you have a rest .. you get back to life in a new look , Fresher one !

Well , That full stop is always Available .. it’s onley your choice !

Q: How To put a « Full Stop » ?!

A: The most important thing is to be « More silent » .. More than the important ! Don’t talk to any one .. what ever he ment to you .. Specially (( on net )) ..

Q: I’ll look So Miserable than ! 

A: No , if you’ll keep paying attention to  » How do they see you  » , You won’t ever ever GO ON !

Q: I want to know every single thing about the Full Stop than !

A: You have to follow all my tips , letter by letter :

. Be strong !

. Don’t think !

. Read books !

. Pretend that you’re sleeping !

. Drink coffee ( even if you don’t like it )!

. Eat things you love ( don’t think about diet ) !

. Shut-up !

. Smile many times a day !

. look at your self in mirror many times , and make a stupid crazy actions ( mirror is friend ) !

. Love your self !

. Hug your pillow !

. Cry and don’t wipe your tears ( better  » scream  » while crying ) !

. Keep looking at no where !

. Say to your self that you’re sorry and that you love you !

. Delete from your mobile : Viber & Whatsup …… Who wants to call you , has to loose money !

. Put your finger in your mouth for four (4) hours [ that’s not important But if yo feel shyness Do it , At least while sleeping ]

. Have fun  » Alone  » !

. Let a bee bite you ( or don’t )  !

. Make stupid selfies , than delete them !

. Give your self a gift !

. Talk to strangers !

. jump !

 

 These things , Should continue for at least 5 days …

than you’ll be supper fresh ^_^

Few informations ..

I’d love to present Bilal Ali Gaber to all of you ..

Bilal Ali Gaber  :

Age : 19 th

Religion : Islam ❤

Date & place of Martyrdom : 11-10-2013 in Abbas El Aqqad street , Egypt

Some infos : He didn’t used to talk to girls . He Was so religeos , he was a funny Awesome friend ! …

( i got all of these infos from his brother Ammar )

Some photoes of him  :

the marytre Bilal Ali Gaber , Egyptian boy , 19th years old ...

the marytre Bilal Ali Gaber , Egyptian boy , 19th years old …

the photo was be4 his death ..

نم في امان

Wroten in Arabic : Sleep in peace ! /nam/ /Fe/ / Aman/

آسفين يا شهيد ، لسه في عبيد

Wroten in Arabic we’re sorry  martyr, there are still slaves ! /asfeen/ /ya/ /shaheed/ /Lessa/ /fe/ /AAbeed/ .

طول ما دم اخوويا رخيص يسقط يسقط اي رئيس

i wrote in Arabic : as length as my brother‘s blood is cheap, falls Down any president /toul/ /ma/ /dam/ /akhouya/ /rkhees/ /yaskout/ /yaskout/ /ay/ /raees/

 

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That’s the collection (alomst) i have of his photos … 🙂

SALAM 😀