it’s getteing worst day after another ..
it’s getteing worst day after another ..
Well ..
first thing : Always say Alhamdulillah ! …
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that’s all , i don’t have another things to talk about …
I’ve changed my minde 3:) , i have :
i feel baaaaaaad « awy » ! idk why ( i know bt idon’t wnt to say ) :’ (
my life is so ***** bad , and going Worst ..
day after day , i feel i’m a toy in the « guys » hands !
idk , i just feel like that ..
i feel like i’m reaaaaaaally stupid ! :’ (
as much as any one can say a goodword to make me happy , than desapeer syddenly :’ (
When the Full stop was ended , i felt fresher , i felt Like i really mess who i left for about 4 days ( i couldn’t complete till the 5th) …
I really feel Fresh , i feel like there’s noone could make me feeling bad ! ..
What a PRETTY full stop !! ❤ ..
i think i have to Make every month a Full stop 😉
كنت بلبس مئزر اخويا الابيض ..
و اجيب السماعات اللي بيقيسوا بيهم ضغط الدم ، من عند ماما ..
و اجيب ورقه وقلم
و كرسي …
الِم كووووول العااابي …
والعب ، انا دكتوره
اكتب لكل واحد وصفه طبيه ..
و اديلهم ميه ع اساس دوا …
بقعد العب والعب والعب ، صحيح حاجات تافهه
بس الوقت كان بيعدي بسرعه ..
كنت بفرح وبنشكح وانا بلعب ♥ …
وكبرت ، وبطلت احلم بالحاجه دي
لكن اسم : Doctor hadil
فضل ملزق فيا ، بدل م اكتب اسمي الكامل …
بقيت بكتب الاسم ده ..
والكل بيناديني دكتوره ..
مع اننا شلت من دماغي !
على ايه ولا ايه هبقى دكتوره …
منا مش هاخد علامه كويسه ، اصلا 7 سنين كتير ! هو انا هقضي عمري دراسه واخلص دراستي على 30 كده ؟؟ !!
بعدين اطلع وملاقيش شغل ، وادا لقيت ، يكون في الليل ؟؟؟!!
عذرا يعني ، بس انا مش قضيت 7 سنين ، عشان ابقى رقاصه في الليل !!!!!!
بعدين .. جراحة قلب !! ايه ده؟ من بين كووول الاختصاصات
ملقتش غير جراحة قلب ؟؟
لا وايه ؟! اتنيلت على عيني ، وكلمت اكسفورد !!
اها ، وقالولي بعد 4 سنوات !!
هو انا بضحك على مين ؟؟
من البلد دي مش هطلع … دنا لو رحت العاصمه ودرست هناك هبقى توب !!
الحظ العتر ملزق فيا لزق !!
قال دكتوره قال !!
اتلمي ي حجه …
By me – Arabic , HadiL dah .
Some times , you do something , and the others understand it in a wrong way …
Well, i know i said befor : don’t think about what they say to you ..
But i delete these words i said , you should care , or there will be a biiiiig Disaster than …
if you’re a girl don’t love a martyr( boy ) ,, and if you’re a boy don’t love a martyr( girl ) … the comunity will see always that you were in a relation ship with him/her ..
Don’t ever « design » his/her photos by photoshop , people understand it wrong ! ..
I mean , don’t do anything but : born , eat , sleep , grow (Physically) , die …
just by the way , suicide .. ok?!
suiciiiiiide .. there’s noting better !
Well , every one has got some wishes .. ^_^
My first wish is : To be so soon a martyr ❤
If i didn’t became a martyr soon , I’ll surly wish : To get Allah and my Parents’s satisfaction 🙂
I wish i can get back the friends i lost 😦 …
i want also : to memorize the Holy Quran .. 😀
I really want to make Palestine Free ❤ ❤ ❤
I want to be a DOCTOR , and as what my Friend told me once :
» be a doctor and give medication for FREE to poor people «
and : To marry who deserve 😉 ( Not now )
and : i want my marriage to be So Islamic one , like not to wear a bad clothes , And sure : Women a side and men in another side …
and : To educate my kid a right islamic education 😀
i want as well to Go to Mecca with my deserve & our kids 😉 ❤
I don’t remember now , i think that’s All .. 😀
– Some times you have to make in your life a » full stop » To have some Rest , when you have a rest .. you get back to life in a new look , Fresher one !
Well , That full stop is always Available .. it’s onley your choice !
Q: How To put a « Full Stop » ?!
A: The most important thing is to be « More silent » .. More than the important ! Don’t talk to any one .. what ever he ment to you .. Specially (( on net )) ..
Q: I’ll look So Miserable than !
A: No , if you’ll keep paying attention to » How do they see you » , You won’t ever ever GO ON !
Q: I want to know every single thing about the Full Stop than !
A: You have to follow all my tips , letter by letter :
. Be strong !
. Don’t think !
. Read books !
. Pretend that you’re sleeping !
. Drink coffee ( even if you don’t like it )!
. Eat things you love ( don’t think about diet ) !
. Shut-up !
. Smile many times a day !
. look at your self in mirror many times , and make a stupid crazy actions ( mirror is friend ) !
. Love your self !
. Hug your pillow !
. Cry and don’t wipe your tears ( better » scream » while crying ) !
. Keep looking at no where !
. Say to your self that you’re sorry and that you love you !
. Delete from your mobile : Viber & Whatsup …… Who wants to call you , has to loose money !
. Put your finger in your mouth for four (4) hours [ that’s not important But if yo feel shyness Do it , At least while sleeping ]
. Have fun » Alone » !
. Let a bee bite you ( or don’t ) !
. Make stupid selfies , than delete them !
. Give your self a gift !
. Talk to strangers !
. jump !
These things , Should continue for at least 5 days …
than you’ll be supper fresh ^_^
I’d love to present Bilal Ali Gaber to all of you ..
Bilal Ali Gaber :
Age : 19 th
Religion : Islam ❤
Date & place of Martyrdom : 11-10-2013 in Abbas El Aqqad street , Egypt
Some infos : He didn’t used to talk to girls . He Was so religeos , he was a funny Awesome friend ! …
( i got all of these infos from his brother Ammar )
Some photoes of him :
the photo was be4 his death ..
Wroten in Arabic : Sleep in peace ! /nam/ /Fe/ / Aman/
Wroten in Arabic we’re sorry martyr, there are still slaves ! /asfeen/ /ya/ /shaheed/ /Lessa/ /fe/ /AAbeed/ .
i wrote in Arabic : as length as my brother‘s blood is cheap, falls Down any president /toul/ /ma/ /dam/ /akhouya/ /rkhees/ /yaskout/ /yaskout/ /ay/ /raees/
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That’s the collection (alomst) i have of his photos … 🙂
SALAM 😀
I think the WordPress.com is a web sit to create articles ..
Well i have wroten already 8 booklets ..
but sadly : I feel lazy to write the here ! -_-
….
All who’ll Follow me .. Will see BILAL too much 🙂 ..
So get ready ..
that’s him 😉